How to say what i looked up to in shota was not his 'strength' it was his heroic courage to put his life on the line to carry out his convictions in Japanese
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ボクno dictionary result, likely a conjigated verbno dictionary result, likely a conjigated verbがが(ga) (prt) indicates sentence subject/indicates possessive/but/however/still/and憧れ憧れ(akogare) (n,adj-no) yearning/longing/aspirationたのたの(tano) (exp) indicates emotion, admiration, emphasis, etc.はは(ha) (int) indicating a subject/yes/indeed/well/ha!/what?/huh?/sigh翔no dictionary result, likely a conjigated verbno dictionary result, likely a conjigated verb太太(ta) (n-pref,n) fat/fatty/grand/magnificent/excellent部長部長(buchou) (n) head of a section or department/head of a club/head of a teamのの(no) (prt) indicates possessive/nominalizes verbs and adjectives/substitutes for "ga" in subordinate phrases/indicates a confident conclusion/ indicates emotional emphasis/indicates question『no dictionary result, likely a conjigated verbno dictionary result, likely a conjigated verb力力(chikara) (n) force/strength/might/vigour/energy/capability/ability/proficiency/capacity/faculty/efficacy/effect/effort/endeavours/exertions/power/authority/influence/good offices/agency/support/help/aid/assistance/stress/emphasis/means/resources』no dictionary result, likely a conjigated verbno dictionary result, likely a conjigated verbじゃじゃ(ja) (n) snake/serpent/large snakeないない(nai) (aux-adj) not/emphatic suffix体体(karada) (n,adj-no) body/torso/trunk/build/physique/constituion/health/corpse/dead bodyをを(wo) (prt) indicates direct object of action/indicates subject of causative expression/indicates an area traversed/indicates time over which action takes place/indicates point of departure or separation of action/indicates object of desire, like, hate,張ってno dictionary result, likely a conjigated verbno dictionary result, likely a conjigated verbでもでも(demo) (conj) but/however/though/nevertheless/still/yet/even so/even/however/no matter how/even if/even though/... or something/either ... or .../neither ... nor .../pseudo-/quack/in-name-only/for lack of anything better to do信念信念(shinnen) (n,vs,adj-no) belief/faith/convictionをを(wo) (prt) indicates direct object of action/indicates subject of causative expression/indicates an area traversed/indicates time over which action takes place/indicates point of departure or separation of action/indicates object of desire, like, hate,貫こno dictionary result, likely a conjigated verbno dictionary result, likely a conjigated verbうとうと(uto) (n) sun and moon/time/the years/the monthsするする(suru) (vs-i) to do/to cause to become/to make/to turn/to serve as/to act as/to work as/to wear/to judge as being/to view as being/to think of as/to treat as/to use as/to decide on/to choose/ to be sensed/to be/to be worth/to cost/to pas雄雄(osu) (n-pref,n-suf,n) male/man/ husband々々() (n) repetition of kanjiしいしい(shii) (int) shh!/sh!/shoo!/-ish/-like/-looking勇気勇気(yuuki) (n) courage/bravery/valour/valor/nerve/boldnessだっただった(datta) wasはずはず(hazu) (n) purging croton
